Hi, my name is David Collier. I'm 13 years old. I live in Texas in the US. My story is about that I have autism ans other mental illnesses and I want to get help. You should feel sorry for me because I have autism and menatl problems. I think that I have socail anxity disorder. But social anxity disorder isn't that bad, but I have a lot of worse problems than that. I break the the law. As a matter in fact I just stay cool and I say to mayself and to my friends, "I'm cool because I break the law". I'm only 13 years old and I break the law, wow isn't that cool? That's what so funny. I also get in trouble in school. I write threatening notes in school saying that I want to kill a teacher form another school. So I had to go to Mr. Dunpy's office because some kid found my note in school, it had a real bad threat on it, and cuss words on it. I wrote a threatening note so bad, that is was the worstest threat in the world you can make. That note I wrote was written with a perminate black fine marker on a clean piece of paper. I wrote that threat on that note very neatly. I thought I would be cool to write threatening notes and leave them in the bathroom and let all the kids who come in the bathroom see my note. I got cought because some kid showed my note to Mr. Dumphy. And Mr. Dumphy knew who did it because he has the threatening notes form my other school from last year that I wrote. So yep I got cought pretty good. Mr. Dumpy said it matched my handwritting, so that how I got cought. Please email me and let me know if you can help me, if you break the law like I do, or write threatening notes in school!!! So I just had to stay in the office the whole day and do my work for a day. And I'm kicked out of my out classes for 6 weeks. Even if I don't have any friends in PE, I'm sure they still miss me and like me. They propbally do care about me. Don't forget to email me and I'll keep emailing you back. I'll only send nice emails to you because I got in trouble with the Sahcse police department with typing threats to chat groups using Yahoo Messenger. So you understand I'll try not to threaten people over the internet. Please help me. I first got in trouble over the Internet sending porn, and threats to my teacher, who liked me and she gave me her email address to. But I didn't mean to do it. I have mental illness and autsim, please help. That teacher's name was Mrs. Winford. Her full name is Elizbeth Winford. When I was sending all those bad email to her, which was an accident, she complained. She said that she was going to press charges on me. And than I got a panic attack!!!! I was very angry, I wanted to kill Mrs. Winford, because she said she would press charges on me. That made me very mad. Yes, did not have a temper tantrum, I had a panic attack. Please help me!!! Than I signed up for Yahoo Messenger and I put threats on it to chat groups. And the police called, and I want to hurt the police to. Please help me. I wish I could kill someone but I just can't get away with it. I'm depressed. I hate living at home. I think that there's a lot of people out in the world ready to get me. I'm angry. I get temper tantrums and panic attacks. I know how little kids get temper tantrums, but for me it's different. I get severe panic attacks. Someday I might get a stomach olcer too much stress... Just wait! This was all started during August, when I started school and September on year 2001. Oh, I also forgot, I have no friends that come to my house. And I think that don't have any friends. But I'm sure my teachers, staff mambers from my school and my class mates do care about me if I where to miss school and go to the hosptail for several weeks. I'm shy in school, I even laugh and smile too much. My checks are real red. So if some kids says to me "You have a mental problem because your too shy", well that's ok. I wouldn't take it personally. But it's pretty true, I do have mantal problems because I'm shy. I think I have autism, socail anxity disorder, and panic attacks. I hope that I don't threathen anyone. You should feel sorry for me. My health is going to be bad because I worry too much. Please help me. I'm not sure what I have, but I know I have mental problems for sure. I might even have mental illness. I'm afrid if I get too depressed, that I'll abuse illegl drugs from a friend, like a hollencenogen. Hollenocgens make you see, hear, smell, and feel things that aren't there. Is there any one out there that has mental illness? Is there people who are so angry that they want to kill someone? I keep fanitizing about killing the Sachse police, John Washington, and Mrs. Winford! I wish that I could kill all those people, but I'll go to jail. Yea, I'm fanitizing about killing those people on my kill list on my computer. I'm sorry for the threats, but this is how depressed and angry I feel. BE SURE TO EMAIL ME!!! I think that every one is out to get me and kill me. Can you plaes hlp me? I think I'm not living in a safe place at home.
Felling sorry for himself with mental illness,
David Collier
Please email me!!!
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